A new life

Ahahhah... guess what? i let down everything. Imma free now! =D
I don't actually know how i did it, but still i did it. hooray for myself! :D
Once i thought it won't end, i thought i will be suffer till i leave this damn place, trust me i do tried many ways to get rid of these stuffs.
And i really don't know how i did it, i repeat once more. I DON"T KNOW.
Day by day my life run as usual, i don't care much. I do whatever i want. Of course, sometimes i will think bout the pass way stuffs.
Maybe i should believe in something>time heals. Time even heals your wound. It do recover. IT DO. Life is not meaningless anymore.. there are lotsa things and stuff to know or to learn.
Maybe i found the key =) i do appreciate it right now.
i gotta go bye~ <3

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Seriously, i am darn with my life.
I am sorry =( haih
First of all, i got to protest that i aint doing the wrong thing, i am willing to do those stupid stuffs.
I KNOW.
But yet i am blaming myself, i am emo all the time. My emotional is all control by you. I want to get out from this life. I want to forget everything bout you, most probably, i don't think i can do it. It takes me 1 year 2 months. In this 1 year 2 months time, i tried many way to forget you, but it seem like a tough stuff huh.
I shouldn't know you, everything is a false.
Even though i keep reminding myself yet it doesn't work. It gone worst.
I can't let go the memories, i can't delete everything from my mind. I know i CAN'T.
Fed-up!
ARGHHHH
Pissed off! BYE

woah~

Well, i think it has been a long time i leave my blog frozen here.. haha.. seriously i got nothing to say actually.. hmm.. let me think..
Oh yeah~ i watched Eclipse with my friends yesterday, my gosh it was awesome!!!!
Now i knew how hot he is! > Robert Pattinson xD
Yea, he is a vampire in that show, a good looking vampire xD
I enjoyed this show very much..
I am waiting for the next show > Breaking Dawn! <3
LOL, so sleepy now, i think i got to sleep goonight~~ xD
<3

=))

Haha!! Mandy back!! xDD
Well.. quite a long time didnt touch my blog. hehe
Hmm.. i wont be talking much here cause i got to rush for offline..
Next tuesday exam!! Argh! Sien sei lurx.. =(
Anyway good luck to me and my friends!

wahahah.
erm.. i guess i got to go! tata!! <3

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Haix..
Again and again i repeat..
Feeling so damn freaking sad!

I aint happy at all.

WHY??

Could it be that way forever? =X

I don want to..

I just don't know what the main thing i actually sad or whatever..

I just lost myself.. =X

I think i got to say goodbye to me..

Bye =(

Haix

Haix..i hurt my leg..
at first i don't actually care bout it and so now is getting serious..
Am i really being so freaking bad luck?
i got to stop my sports and BSB Comp!! I really dun wanna stop but i got to. If i don't i think i will get even more serious! =X

Haihx.. that is what happen on me.. sob..

This year really not a good year for me..
Many things to think and suffer..
but lucky i still manage to control it because i know my best friend will always support me! =)

got to go bye. =)